Archive-name: FirstGay/ftg514.txt
Archive-author:
Archive-title: My first time
When I was 13 years old I discoverd "underground" newspapers. I
noticed there was a personal section for "Gay/Bi". I knew I was
strongly attracted to men. My most common fantasies at that age
was sucking the cocks and licking the balls of the most attractive
guys in my class. One Sunday I got up the nerve to call one of the
ads in an adult newspaper. His name was Pat, and I told him that
I could meet him at the old Greyhound bus station in downtown L.A..
He said fine. It took 3 RTD busses to get there and the whole
time I was very nervous. I had never sucked a cock before but
just the idea of realizing this fantasy overwhelmed me as I rode
that 90 minutes of public transportation. I told Pat thaût, Üt
that I was 14 (not much of an exaggerated lie) and that I would
be wearing a red windbraker. When I arrived at the terminal I
watched for some young hunky guy that fit the description he gave
me. After a few minutes I noticed a nice (not real handsome, but
young and better than average looking) appearing guy looking for
someone that fit my description. I boldly walked up to him and
asked him if his name was Pat. He said "yes", and we got into
his pickup. We went to a big house near the Griffith Observatory.
Once there I was in awe of the large house. He immediately led me
up the stairs. My young cock started to grow as I anticipated
what lie ahead. Once in a bedroom, he began removing my clothes.
At first I was uncomfortable, but then began to enjoy his hands
on my young body. Once I was completely nude he asked me if he
could take my picture. I declined. Seems, even then I was par-
anoid about who might discover my interest in men. Anyway, we
proceeded to the over-large bed where Pat laid me down and slowly
began sucking my 6" cock. I was in heaven. Nervous, but in heaven.
After ahwile I thought I might cum, so I half-heartedly indicated
that I might want to suck his very large (it must have been at
least 9" inches) cock. I moved down his hairy chest and belly
and began my very first blow job. I remember how this piece
of hard flesh felt in my mouth. It felt like I were doing
something extremely nasty, but at the same time it made my cock
grow even more. I could only get a little past the head into
my mouth, and started to gag. Pat was a liitle upset that I
could not "deep-throat" him although I told him prior that I
was just a beginner. At sometime during this I did cum, and
after awhile as I just laid there dormant he asked me if I had
cum. He then asked me "Do you wanna get fucked?". I didn't
even know that men could "fuck". Having already cum and feeling
very guilty I said "no". He never did get off. He just took me
back home to the South Bay. I felt very guilty after that and
believed that everyone who saw me knew what I had done. That
was the first time that I had ever had gay sex. It certainly
isn't the orgasmic experience the majority of the men on this
board are creating. Anyone out there with other real experiences?
--
|