"True Confessions: Part 1"
by
At your house. Blindfolded. My knees on the floor my arms
resting on your bed as my ass wagged back and forth. My
mouth open, the ongoing sign that I continued to give you;
the symbol of me silently begging to have that hole taken.
Saliva was dripping out of my waiting lips as my mouth had
been open for quite a while. I don't know how long you'd
been teasing me for.
The room smelled and sounded of us, of the heat that burned
us both deeply.
You came up behind me again, your right hand cupping my
neck roughly and pulling my head back as the fingers on
your left hand again took my throat. Whispering in my ear,
"Do you feel my cock?" I swallowed on your fingers,
attempting to moan a yes as I felt your cock through your
cloths against my scantily clad body. "Tonight I am going
to take this hole," you said as you pressed your fingers
extra hard into my mouth, continuing, "After all this
time." Your fingers in my throat fucked me again, taking
me on a familiar, lusty ride as your other hand tightened
its grip on my neck. "Take it..." you commanded as I fought
the gag reflex as the thrusts in my throat got more
insistent, demanding I yield more deeply.
I enjoyed it. I felt the blindfold getting wet with moisture
spilling from my eyes. The type of tears that come when you
fight the gag reflex again and again and give in to skull
fucking. I knew I was particularly hot this evening; I
could smell my pussy and feel the slickness on my thighs as
I moaned and hungrily went for your fingers again as if
they were your cock, wanting to pleasure you irresistibly.
"Yessss," you murmured as I continued to fuck your two
fingers with my throat, my saliva everywhere. Your other
hand pulled off the blindfold and I squeezed my wet eyes
shut, afraid to let you see me open to you. Yet wanting
you to make me look in your eyes as you took me.
You pushed your fingers in all the way to the top knuckle
and held them there. "Kneel up and open your eyes, toy." I
lowered my eyes after opening them and with one hand I
held your fingers in my throat as I pushed myself to
kneeling. You pushed the hair off my damp face as you
softly told me, "Look in my eyes and show me. You know
you want me to see. And you know it turns me on when you
show me."
I looked up at you then, grabbing at your hand and
fucking my throat savagely with it... fighting the
gagging as I fucked your fingers. I stared deeply in your
eyes, moisture flowed from my own as I moaned and
shivered, nearing orgasm as I opened to you.
Staring in each others eyes, we realized we would cross
the threshold this night. It was different than all
the times before. Finally the need and certainty of it
became clear. We did not need to hide from it anymore.
My eyes met yours silently begging you to take me... to
plunge your cock into my mouth and take me and own me, if
only for that moment.
Your left hand curled and grabbed at the roof of my mouth
as you pulled me up and then guided me, lying me down on
the bed. I looked in your eyes, not daring to break the
tension by looking away, feeling it build all in my
shivering body.
You pulled your pants down, coming over to me and
slapping your dick on my face for the first time. I raised
my head to meet your cock, sticking my tongue out to lick
it.
"Stop." I did. I would do as you said. You knew this. You
enjoyed that nearly as much as I did.
I lay back. Panting. I knew better than to close my mouth,
but I no longer reached for it. We'd been playing like this
for a while and the game was clear; I was to keep my mouth
open, waiting for your cock. After I had proved I really
wanted it by having it ready and available each and every
time we played, one day, when you were sure you could
truly take it and I would surrender to you as you did, you
would begin to make me your little slut, beginning with my
first hole, my mouth.
You had already learned to make me cum with your fingers
taking that hole, talking me in just the right way. But
this time, this time you wanted release and you were ready
to own me.
Whispering, "My sweet girl," softly as you lay down next to
me, caressing my face, wiping my saliva around my lips. You
kissed me deeply. I kissed you back.
As you were kissing me you pinned my arms down. I struggled.
You climbed on top of me. We enjoyed struggling as you held
me there. It turned us both on more. I felt you grind into
my crotch and I ground back, my body shivering with lust and
need.
You pulled back from me, "Stop moving." I squirmed a bit more
and you pulled my hair, saying more firmly, "Now, slut."
I was panting but stopped.
"Watch me."
You got up from the bed and got your ropes. First you tied my
ankles down, glancing between the knots and my eyes.
Then you came back to my head and placed my arms where you
wanted them.
"I don't need to tie them down, do I, girl...?"
I shook my head no, looking you in the eyes.
"Speak."
"No M'Lord."
"Do you want me to?"
"Please, my lord! Please tie me down, including my head."
We both knew it would be better for us both if you tied me
down. We both loved the experience, the lingering sensations.
And this would keep your hands free to do as you pleased.
First you tied my left arm down. I tested the bond,
enjoying being restrained, knowing your cock would soon
own my throat for the first time.
My right hand followed. I pulled on the bonds of both
hands. Panic set in as I realized I was helpless. Then I
looked in your eyes and started to cry silently.
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You held me softly, knowing I needed and wanting this,
knowing the crying was good. You knew it to be a part of
my surrender, that it was me letting go of control. You
knew I wanted to move past my fear of surrendering to you.
"That's a good girl. Let it out my sweet, sweet slutty
girl. You may speak freely. Reality check?"
I had nothing to say. I just let a flood of sobs come
through me. It seemed like it was part of the orgasm the
release was so intense. Your softness both infuriated me
and aroused me further, adding to my confusion and to the
depth of the release.
You held me and smiled, letting me work through my own
fears silently, holding me, reassuring me, not going
anywhere.
Finally the sobbing diminished and you smiled again at
me. I closed my eyes and whispered so you could barely
hear it, "Please."
Softly, you whispered back in my ear as you pulled me
closer, "Please what, my sweet?"
My voice crackled with frustration, need, fear and lust
all at once, "Please take me my lord. I have waited for
this for so long."
You lifted my face by my chin, directing my eyes towards
yours.
You looked in my eyes then, wiping my tears, letting them
fade away only to be replaced by the reality of our deeper
lust. Slowly, deliberately, your fingers once again fucked
my throat, this time with more need. You were on top of me,
your cock hard again as the tears of moments before
quickly faded and were replace by my shivering body in
great need. My breath quickened.
You were working me as only an interested master could
work a willing submissive. Smiling as you softly assured
me with one word you'd repeat: "Yes..."
I nodding my own assent. Enraptured in the trance of our
dynamic as you said it again and again, going deeper with
the word and your fingers, even pressing your hard cock
against my body with increasing need.
You had somehow positioned me so my head was tilted back,
leaving my throat more exposed on the inside and outside. I
imagined that would make it easier for you to fuck it like
a pussy or ass. I shivered at the arousing thought.
We both knew that was going to happen, that we both ached
for the release of it. We knew I'd want to thrash around
and that you needed to tie me up so you didn't have to hold
me down. We both wanted to focus on your cock in the first
of my holes you were going to take, making it last as long
as possible.
We'd been playing with breath control and knew the impact
the intimacy of it had on us both. You took out the collar
and put it around my neck. You pulled on it and I felt the
oxygen fading. My blood pounded in my ears as my pussy got
wetter. I moaned.
I started begging, "Please master... Take me... Please. I
want to please your cock. That is all I want. I want to
feel it in my throat taking me-"
I was cut off by the sudden cinch of the collar. "Shhhh."
I was getting light headed, still staring intensely in your
eyes, still nodding yes. My tongue flicking until all I felt
was the long slow moment where you finally penetrated me,
opening my mouth, throat and soul with your cock. Our eyes
were locked. We both knew this was only the beginning of the
lust between us.
Your eyes closed as you sunk into me and I began devouring
your cock like it was the first meal I'd consumed in a year.
You moaned and I sucked your cock greedily, you finally
taking me for your own carnal pleasure as you continued
controlling my actions with the collar.
Your eyes would open and meet mine every so often. Sometimes
you'd stop and we'd lock eyes, panting.
The roughness of it and intensity brought tears to my eyes.
You continued to check with me to see that I was still fully
aroused and certain of this treatment. I was. I was
surrendering to you and you knew it. The depth of it was
deeper than either of us could have imagined.
You fucked my throat slowly... deliberately... making it
last as our eyes remained locked. After fucking me slowly
for a while you got more playful, your immediate urgency
abated somewhat. You pinched my nose as you went in deep
and held your cock there, denying me of breath. We'd done
this before. You knew how to do it well, always keeping me
on the edge. I gasped and began bucking, fighting the
bonds. You nodding at me, softly assuring me again, "Yes."
I was aroused as you said that, feeling my control slip
even further from me. I was bucking and pulling at the
bonds that held me as you looked at me lovingly, smiling as
I continued to nod back even as my face was turning red
and sweating. I struggled harder against the restraints. It
turned me on to pull at them. I was so aroused, light
headed as I bucked and quivered.
I continued pulling at the bonds until finally you pulled
back briefly, allowing me oxygen again. You let go of the
collar and simply held my nose and took my throat.
Again and again you would bring me to the edge, watching
me closely. You were playing me. Then it was making me cum,
again and again as you took me.
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The gift of the orgasms had me sobbing again with the relief
a woman like me needed so badly. I craved this surrender for
so long. I wanted this so badly and the intensity of it got
you harder and me wetter as my gratitude, release and your
control became my world, centered around your opening
my soul through the persistence of your cock. It fed your
need as well. You wanted to possess me as much as I wanted
you to take me.
No words were uttered. Our eyes said it all. We opened fully
to each other then, enjoying the depths of the possession
of each other, simultaneously fulfilling the cravings, the
Lust, even as we created deeper cravings, lusts and needs.
My release had been mental to that point. Just as I had not
touched your cock before, you had not touched my pussy and
clit.
You reached back then while you stared in my eyes and
pinched my nose and slapped my pussy lightly, hitting my
engorged clit squarely as you rammed into my throat.
You said it again, "Yes."
I panted and reacted to the slap favorably. My eyes clearly
a yes to you, begging for anything that would lead to more
stimulation there. I was at your mercy, loving it there. I
was on my edge, frightened, knowing that the unknown was a big
turn on for me. You loved my response.
You stopped again, grabbing a nipple and pulling on it as your
cock was buried in my throat.
"Milk me, slut." Yes, I wanted to milk you, to please you,
to serve your cock, your sex, your desires.
I opened and closed my throat on the head of your cock as you
pinched my nipple harder and harder. We had talked about it
before, you controlling the quality of my blow job by
manipulating my nipple. I knew that the harder you squeezed,
the more you enjoyed it and the more I should continue.
It was a feedback loop that got us both panting. You let go of
my nose and began pinching my nipple as you'd occasionally
slap my clit again. Yes, you were raising my frenetic pace to
fever pitch as I bucked in deliciously arousing pain and
pleasure, filled with ache and need, knowing I was yours.
I saw that your orgasm was approaching. This aroused us more.
You softened. I melted. We were lovers, consummating the depth
of our passion finally.
"Yes... Yes... Yes..." you said again and again and again as
you got lost in your own need, taking my mouth, finally...
taking me. You grabbed my head firmly. I stared in your eyes
and nodded.
You were grunting now, fucking my throat. "I'm going to give
you pleasure and you will receive it tonight. You will not say
no again. I am going to cum now and mark you with my seed,
slut, and then I'm going to make you cum until you beg me to
stop."
I moaned around your cock which turned you on more. Our animal
needs took over and I was your bitch then, your sloppy wet
hole to open, use, mark and take. We knew this was just the
beginning. My pussy was gushing and I was glad you'd put a
towel down under me.
You reached back and slapped my pussy again, causing me to
jerk forward so your cock made me gag again. You slapped my clit
again and again, rhythmically as you fucked my throat, throwing
your head back as I moved to the pace of the slaps on my pussy
clearly working toward my own orgasm, just on the edge of it.
Before I knew what was happening you were pulling the collar
again as I suddenly felt my cunt full of a thick dildo which
stretched me. Your cock pressed deeply in my throat as you
gasped, "Cum with me... Now... Slut."
To Be Continued....
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