"Stella's Awakening"

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      (MF, rom, 1st)

Stella Moriarity had dedicated her life to teaching second grade for nearly ten years and had found contentment in her life. She had a few acquaintances outside her fellow teachers and no close friends. She lived alone in her elegantly furnished, three bedroom house with her dog and books.

At thirty eight, Stella was a remarkable woman. She dressed well. She was always careful of her personal matters; i.e., clean, nails manicured, hair neatly combed and brushed and well dressed. At 5'-10" tall she was perhaps five or ten pounds overweight with the extra weight in her butt and thighs. Her dirty blonde hair complimented her creamy complection and blue eyes. Her eye glasses did not detract from her looks.

Smartly dressed in beige blouse and pants with a brown sweater she might have been a stunning beauty but something in her being was too conservative to be attractive. A stranger, seeing her for the first time, might guess that she was a school teacher.

Stella had grown up shy and awkward is social situations and nothing had changed that over the years. Bt the time she had completed university she had dated perhaps a dozen times - none over twice with the same guy. Her shyness and fear of rejection still caused her to avoid adult social situations and she lived essentially alone.

Among her students, she was a different person; strong, outgoing, confident and above all sensitive and caring. She loved every student she had ever taught and they returned that love. Boys she taught to be sensitive, caring and the beauty of art and music. Girls she taught confidence, leadership, and the skills of a modern woman. It was these kids that her life revolved.

It might be accurate to say Stella was content but she was not at all sure she was satisfied to all so much of the world pass her by. On the contrary, she had to constantly reassure herself that she was satisfied with her half a life. She told herself that half a life was all she was capable of achieving. Late at night, particularly, she found herself wanting much more!

In her dreams there was a man. A man who would love her and care fore her and raise her children; a man who would bed her and pleasure her! Then, come daylight, her dreams were relegated to oblivion!

Ted Randolph had been raised in a small mid-west town where he learned the simple moralality and ethics of the community. He was a good man. . .the result of his parents and his community! When he had graduated from high school and taken a job with a large international corporation his parents and the community had pressured him to marry the only girl of marriageable age in his small community.

Ted had known Jill since he could remember. They had grown up together and it was logical that they marry. Jill was strikingly beautiful with dark hair, black eyes and an almond complection and a body that exuded sex. . . . . So, a year out of high school, they married and settled into a rural life. Years passed and they started a family. Then, there were two kids as Ted steadily rose to higher positions withing his company.

They had been married nine years when Ted had been offered a position with his company in a distant city. It was the kind of position that would insure him and his family a comfortable life with money for his kids college education and some nice family vacations. After talking it over with Jill it was agreed that he should accept the promotion and they move to the new location.

The move to a 2-acre plot of ground with a comfortably large house and well maintained yards, near Ted's place of work, went well and the family settled in as the kids made new friends and they began to develop a circle of friends.

A year passed; then two. Then, without any previous indication and after a minor spat, Jill shouted to her husband that she was leaving. . . packed some clothes and essentials and left. Ted was left to explain to the kids, friends and neighbors that she had gone to visit friends back home and she would be returning soon. He had lied. . .! His conscience bothered him.

A week passed; then two. Then a month passed and Ted lived in a constant state of tension as he struggled to protect his kids from the truth. It was after the sixth week that Ted arrived home from work to find his wife's car in the driveway.

Once in the house, Jill greeted him as though there had never been a separation and in an hour it was as though they had never been apart. Ted asked no questions and she gave no response. Life continued with the family as though nothing had happened.

Then, after another three years had passed, Ted arrived home to find he car and her clothes gone. There was no explanation - no note or electronic message! This time, He made no excuses- simply telling his children that she had left suddenly and without notice or explanation! He had the locks changed on the doors to the house and went to court to initiate a legal separation. He began to take over the mothers duties with the kids and soon the family functioned well as a trio.

When, two months later, Jill returned, she found herself locked out of the family. She had been forced to wait in her car for hours for Ted to return and when he did, he simply told her she was no longer welcome.

There was a nasty court battle as the divorce became final on the grounds of desertion. Jill had been awarded her car and personal items - the rest went to Ted and the family! Ted was granted sole custody of the kids. Several hundred thousand dollars, in an off-shore trust account, was not mentioned in Ted's list of family assets and remained in Ted's name. . . . . .

Then, the marriage was over and a very distraught Jill left the area muttering threats.

When Ted went to the parent teacher conference for his second grade daughter he met Stella for the first time. It was an awkward session as the parent and teacher discussed the daughter's performance. What made it more awkward was Ted's covert obsession with the second grade teacher.

It was not his way to obsess over women - even beautiful women - and this woman wasn't that beautiful! Ted checked her over again, covertly, as they talked and decided his first appraisal was wrong. She was beautiful - in a quiet way! As his mind worked in two directions, his discussion became more awkward still. Then, he felt it. . . a quickening of his body and mind!

Unlike Ted, Stella continued her presentation to her student's parent in her very competent and professional manner; that is, until she felt Ted's interest in her. Then, she found herself returning his interest. Never very good in social situations, she found herself unable to make conversation. . . She found her mind totally chaotic! She was embarrassed and hoped only that the conference could be over.

Then, she heard Ted say, "I'm sorry that I've upset you. It's that I find you very attractive and my interest was intended to be covert and you were never to know." Suddenly her mind cleared and she spoke, "Did you like what you saw?" and Ted replied, "Very much?".

Suddenly, Stella found herself fully confident and capable in the conversation. She talked easily about matters as they came up and she found herself looking at Ted with an unfamiliar interest. Ordinarily, she would have blanked him from her thoughts but this time she appraised him as though he were prime meat.

Six feet tall, physically fit and trim, brown hair and blue eyes and obviously of Prussian background, she liked what she saw and continued her appraisal for signs of inadequacy. After a time she had found none. She began to relax and converse with Ted as though they were old friends - a first for her!

Then, the remaining appointments waited and Stella was forced to close their meeting and get on with her work. As Ted walked out of her office, she felt a tinge of sadness.

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It was the following Thursday at the Parent Teacher Association meeting that Ted again glimpsed Stella. He moved her direction but was soon lost in the crowd as the meeting began. Plans for the school carnival were being formulated and committees formed to plan and carry out the annual fund raiser. Ted found himself assigned to the decorations committee and moved off to meet with his assigned group. Then, he saw her - Stella was also in the group! He faced the task at hand with renewed interest.

Stella had also seen Ted and she moved to get assigned to the same committee so that she might work with him. They worked well together and grew closer in a bond of friendship. On the night that the decorations were completed, Ted had invited Stella to join him at a local restaurant for dessert and coffee.

Stella felt the cold fear rise in her. She hadn't been on a date with a man in over ten years. She wondered what Ted might expect if she joined him. "No, she thought,"I'd simply make a fool of myself." even as she said, "Okay, but I can't stay long."

Several hours later, as the restaurant closed for the night, Ted and Stella were still talking. Then, the conversation continued into the parking lot and reluctantly ended when te lights were extinguished in the lot. Later, Ted found himself restless as he lay in bed thinking about Stella. She was a great friend and excellent company and Lord Knows he needed that company.

Stella, on the other hand, was excited! She had spent a comfortable evening with a man for possibly the first time in her life. She saw Ted larger than life, strong, confident, fit and all man. As she lay in bed that night, she felt her body respond to the erotic thoughts of Ted. The pleasant sensations soon enveloped her in a shell of warmth and she slept.

The next night was the school fund raiser carnival and Ted and Stella were observed together frequently enough that tongues were set in motion. . . .

It was the following Friday when Ted suggested that Stella come to his house for dinner - austensively so she might assist his daughter with her studies! Of course, both knew it was only a subterfuge to provide them with an opportunity to be together - an excuse to salve Stella's feelings!

The evening started well with Stella making the salad as Ted prepared dinner. The kids were excited at the prospect of a teacher actually having dinner with them and stayed close to the kitchen to be near the adults. Spirits ran high!

Then, suddenly, without warning, Jill's car pulled into the driveway and the errant wife walked to the door and finding it locked went to the back door and walked through the unlocked door into the kitchen. As she looked at the people in the kitchen, she stopped. "What's going on here?" she queried. Then with a proprietary air she approached Stella and asked, "An who in the hell might you be?"

Being accosted, Stella retreated from the onslaught and turned to Ted. "I think I'd better be going and let you deal with this," she said as she left quickly. For Stella, shy and reticent of any confrontation, left in tears - tears she couldn't explain!

Meanwhile, back at the house, Jill took the offensive as she demanded answers. Ted responded quietly as he sent the kids to their rooms with an admonition to let your mother and I have some privacy. Then he turned to Jill who stood belligerent facing him.

As Ted turned, Jill saw instantly the fury in the very depths of his being - something she had never seen before and she feared for her safety. His eyes bore into her and she felt her will disintegrating as he took the offensive.

"You're way out of line here. You left without a word and have been gone for over two months while I try to explain to our kids and everyone where you were. "Well, you're out of our lives permanently now - I have a decree of separate maintenance and sole custody of the children pending a divorce." he said.

:Don't you want to hear my side?" she responded defensively and Ted responded, "No, I don't care any more. Please leave here and never come back."

Next day, Ted settled and closed all he and Jill's joint credit card and bank accounts and had her name removed from their post office address. Fortunately, the nearly $200,000 in negotiable assets had been transferred to an untraceable off-shore account in their children's names.

When Ted called Stella, she refused to answer. When he tried to talk to her in person, she avoided him. She was far too fearful of involvement in Ted's affairs. On the other hand, she missed the only real friend she had ever had who she could talk and share her life with. Never an hour went by that she didn't think of him.

The thoughts soon turned erotic. She found herself engulfed in sensuous feelings and urges that she could not deny. Then, for the first time in many years, she sought relief with her hands. It seemed to her that once those feelings were unleashed there was no containing them and even as she sought to deny the feelings, she reveled in the pleasure. The contentment that she had nurtured for many years was shattered.

Ted's life was becoming a living hell as he dealt with the problems of divorce, a former wife and bearing the burdens alone after that eventful night when Jill had returned. She had fought him - with every underhanded trick her lawyers could conger up. Failing to get any benefits from the divorce, save for the car she drove and a few hundred dollars, she had taken a job as a cocktail waitress to support herself and sought to publicly embarrass Ted whenever possible.

As the weeks turned into months Jill tired of her interference in Ted's life and took solice in a boyfriend who she had found in her work. When they left town, Ted was left with one final reminder of his former wife's true nature - a number of bad checks which he paid to satisfy the creditors. Then, he reported the crime to the police to insure that his former spouse never returned.

It had been nearly three months since Ted had given up trying to contact Stella. . . three months when he missed his friend terribly. The feeling had become particularly acute since Jill was out of his life permanently and on this particular Friday night his kids were at a slumber party and he was home alone! He began to think of Stella.

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It was nearly midnight when he picked up the telephone and made the call. When Stella answered, he said in desperation, "Stella, I need you." and Stella replied, "I'll be right over!"

It would be impossible to describe what went over the telephone besides words. Perhaps it was the inflection or the desperation in the voices. The unspoken message was clear. To Stella the message was, " I NEED you." not, "I WANT you." A man neede her and it was something that had never happened in Stella's life before - Ted needed her!

She dressed quickly and drove off thinking. "Here I am, clearly an old maid, or getting that way and never even been close to a man. Now Ted needed her!" Then, having mulled over the matter, she decided, "What ever he needs, I'll give it to him if I can."

Then, she caught herself thinking of what she might give him. Clearly sex was a possibility and she quickly decided that she would offer herself freely. Possibly he needed emotional support and she would offer that too. Eventually, it occurred to her that she was considering becoming his lover and she entertained the idea with joy. . .

Then, her mind moved on and she thought, "I'm nearly forty and my body's not what it once was. I didn't stop to comb my hair and I must look a mess. What if he doesn't want me?" She felt the knot of fear in her belly. It was then, one of the very few times that she elected to take a chance. He would either reject or take her and she resolved to live with either.

As she arrived at Ted's house, she saw the garage door open automatically and she drove into the garage after which the door closed again. She left her car and moced quickly to the entrance to the living area.

As she entered the door, she saw Ted; their eyes met; they moved towards each other; Stella reached out to embrace him and found herself pressed against the now closed garage door. Ted's lips pressed against hers and she felt his body pressing her into the door. She reacted quickly and responded in the awkward fashion of one inexperienced in those matters.

As Ted's mouth became more insistent she opened her lips and their tongues met in a wild, erotic dance of passion. Stella drove her tongue into Ted's mouth in response and felt her entire body tremble with passion. As she reacted to the tongue, she felt Ted's hardness pressed between their bellies and another wave of tremors passed through her. It was all happening so fast. . .

As Ted felt the tremors of lust, he too felt the excitement. . .It was a pleasure that he remembered from many years ago but had not known since. He wanted this woman, more than anything else in the world! His hands moved to caress her neck and arms and over her breasts with each new caress a bit more daring than the last.

The blouse went first as Ted released the three buttons and allowed it to fall from her shoulders. Then her slacks quickly followed as he unbuttoned the single side button anfd lowered the zipper. He felt her do a little dance to shake the trousers from her hips and allow them to fall to the floor.

It was when her bra had fallen free of her breasts that Stella realized that she had been undressed - only her panties covered her most private parts. When Ted had seen her spoke he said simply, "You're beautiful." Stella knew that he meant it!

It was when Ted began to suckle and lave her breasts that Stella felt the incredible sensation for the first time. She had not anticipated such strong feelings and she cried out in a low moan. "Oh yessss,!" she said.

Soon, Ted's hand moved across her belly and on to her vulva as Stella wondered where her panties had gone. The hand moved feather-light over her private parts and again, the sensations were new and powerful for Stella. She thought briefly, "My bush is untrimmed, I hope he isn't put off by it."

Ted wasn't put off as he continued to caress and massage her private parts. He moved with precision and Stella found herself welcoming each new sensation. She reveled in the feeling of her body releasing it's fluids to smooth and lubricate Ted's fingers and prepare her for what she was now assured would soon come. "It's all happening so fast though," she thought.

Sensing her concern, Ted slowed his ministrations and moved to kiss her on the neck and eyebrows and lips as his hands slowed. Now, when he kissed her, she returned the kiss with an ardor bred of experience. When he returned to lave her breasts, she relished the feeling without fear of the unknown. Then, when his finger entered her virgin vagina, she was ready.

She allowed the fingers to penetrate her and to massage her inner vulva freely as she experienced each new sensation. When his fingers found her clit, she cried out at the new sensation. . .

It was when she felt Ted move and position himself between her legs that she began to panic. She needn't have feared as he lowered his mouth over her exposed vagina. As he kissed and laved and suckled Stella could not contain herself as she cried out, "Mmmmm. . .Oh my! . . . Oh yes, do that to me!. . .! Then, her cried simply became cries of animal satisfaction as the sensations overpowered her.

Suddenly, she cried out, "DO ME NOW!" and Ted moved over her and into the classic position. He kissed her on the lips and Stella tasted her juices in his mouth. Then, he moved again.

"Are you sure about this?" he asked and he felt her response immediately. He positioned his fully aroused manhood for his entry and said simple, "This may hurt a bit. I'll be gentle."

Stella felt him move into position and again she felt the fear - fear of the unknown. She had heard about the painfull first time and wondered. Then, as she felt a man enter her for the first time she braced for the unknown. As she heard Ted's words, she was relieved. She knew he would not cause her needless pain!

As she felt the male organ enter her, she felt the friction and the sensation as she awaited the pain. Slowly, the big man-meat continued it's journey, inch by inch, into her virgin vagina and Stella waited for the pain. The invader continued and Stella remained braced for the pain.

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Then, she felt Ted's balls against her butt and realized she had been fully penetrated. There was no pain! . . . only the powerful sensation of their union. For Stella it was a time of many emotions and sensations. She was no longer an old maid and she reveled in the knowledge with a sense of joy. She had engaged in sexual intercourse with a man and it was wonderful. . . more wonderful than she had ever imagined and she sensed the best was yet to come.

As they lay fully engaged, they familiarized themselves with their situation as lovers do, moving slightly, flexing their muscles and feeling the response in their partner . The warm, velvety feeling of Stella around his cock kept Ted's passions rising just as the incredible fullness in her belly fueled Stella's passions to new heights.

Of course, with passions rising, the lovers could not long remain inactive and they began to move slowly as Ted partially withdrew and reinserted his cock, slowly as he sought some response from his partner. Then, as he felt her rise up to meet his downward thrust fe increased his speed and the violent nature of the act. Below him, Stella matched his ardor.

Soon the lovers were totally engaged in their coitus. There were no thoughts of the past or of the future; only the striving for new sensations as they sought to please their partner. As the sensations increased, so did the physical exertion and the very violence of their action which only stimulated more exertions. They worked in silence, communicating through their body motions alone.

Only a few minutes passed before Stella felt a surge of sensation so pleasurable and so powerful that it rendered her momentarily senseless as her actions became erratic and uncoordinated.

Ted, who had been holding back his imminent orgasm, sensed Stella's peak and could hold out no longer. He gave up the attempt to hold back and felt the semen surge forth. It had been a long time since he had been with a woman and he marveled at the quantity of his load and the duration of his discharge.

Beneath him, Stella quickly regained her senses and relaxed in her new found euphoria. She felt the weight of her lover and the intimacy. It was the intimacy that she enjoyed most as she felt closer to Ted than she had ever felt to anyone. As she contemplated her condition, she found herself caressing his bare flesh.

When Ted looked into her eyes and kissed her, she felt a warm, comfortable sensation envelop her. The feeling brought with it a condition so calm and serene that she couldn't remember ever having been so at peace.

Then, slowly, the outside world began to return. The problems of their relationship remained and required some sort of resolution. Finally, Ted kissed her and Stella knew from the nature of the kiss that their moment had passed. It was time to face their problems.

As Stella arose from the bed and went to join Ted in the shower she knew only that her life had changed for the better.

- The End -


     

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