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THE YOUNG AND IGNORANT I (The Beginning)
We were good friends, ever since we were 10 and 12 respectfully. We first
met when we were both involved in a local multi-city boy's choir. When we
traveled - once a year - across the states, we often stayed in private
homes of families that were willing to put up a couple of boys for the
night. The choir group linked up "veterans" with "rookies" so they'd learn
the ropes a bit easier. So I was linked with James. Yea not Jim, or
Jimmy,... just James.
Well on one of these trips, a house we stayed in was fairly large they said
they would take four boys instead of the usual two. So James and I were
with a couple of "older boys", around 16 years old. That night we all
bunked down in the basement with our sleeping bags. It didn't take long
before the "other" two boys conversation's got to sex. Actually
masturbation. Neither I or James knew of this and it sounded weird. One
of the boys then stripped completely naked and showed us what a "boner"
looked like. My gosh his was huge! It must have been 7 to 8 inches of
hard straight cock! I was used to seeing my own which at my age was very
small - maybe 4 to 5 inches. Anyway I digress, the naked kid, "Mark" show
us some things that would "feel good" to do with out young members. The
first thing he did was to bob his body up and down so that his prick would
go up and down - slapping his stomach on each upswing. He said that it
feels kind of like when you're ridding in a car and then you go over a
hill, kind of tinglie "down there". Well neither James or I were ready to
strip let alone try to create a "hard on" for these guys, so Mark showed us
how to masturbate. Gripping the cock like a bicycle handlebar, he began to
stroke it slowly, but quickly getting faster until he "came". Wow that was
something! I never knew something beside piss could come from a dick!
Well the show was over and we all went to sleep. James turned to me in the
dark and quitely asked if we should try to do what Mark did. I said sure
and so we each started stroking inside our pajamas. We both did it quite a
while and I guess James "achieved" some kind of orgasm. Me? I eventually
fell asleep without anything more that doing something that "felt good".
The next morning nothing more was said but I noticed my pajamas were kind
of wet "down there" and I must have had my first "wet dream". Yea, we
heard about them too but really didn't know what it was about until then.
The rest of the trip was uneventful and soon we were back home.
I was 13 when James and I became good friends; mainly because of being in
the choir together and we both like photography. He had his own Darkroom
and could develop his own black and white pictures. I thought photography
was neat and making you own pictures was like magic! James then showed me
some "new" photos he had done. They were of naked women! I was instantly
hard and was afraid it would show so I quickly shot my hands in my pockets
and said,"Cool! Where did you get these?" James told me his Dad was a
Mailman and got magazines like these all the time from work! (Well that's
what he told me...) His dad had a whole storehouse under the basement
stairs - under lock and key of course. James knew where the key was kept
and soon our afternoons were filled with massive "reading"! I knew these
gave me instant hard-ons but I couldn't tell if James felt the same as me.
I guessed he did since we both were so quiet when we looked at them.
Then one Friday night James asked me to stay at his house for a sleep over.
We instantly went up to his room (The whole upstairs of this small one-&-
half-story house was his - including the bathroom/ Darkroom) and started
going through the magazines, taking pictures of them with his camera and
then making black and white prints of them. We even made some real small
ones to carry around in our wallet or even taped to the back of our wrist
watches. This was fun for a while but James wanted to make some live
photos! We soon realized that we knew of no girls that would pose for
us... Damn! Then he had an idea; how about ourselves! I was kind of shy
but he explained; at this age we were both hairless except for a little at
the base of our dicks. He said if we tuck our dicks backwards between our
legs, it would look like a girl! He was right, it did work and so we took
a few shots of each of us from the waist area only.
Then James decided to take some pictures of our hard-ons in different
positions. I was afraid of someone finding the negatives of pictures so he
agreed to shoot from the neck down instead. He had shot a few "singles" of
me when he suggested that we try doing some shots with both of us in it. I
asked how he could do that and he explained that he has a release cable
that was about 30 feet long and he could trigger the camera with it. I had
this perpetual boner and was already naked so anything that allowed me to
touch some skin other than my own sounded great to me! He immediately
stripped and was trying to position me so that the photos would look like
he was screwing a girl. I looked at his cock and noticed it was large but
not hard at all. I was getting very self-conscious since I could not make
my boner even slightly flaccid. He positioned me on my back with my dick
painfully tucked between my legs. He focused the camera on me, which was
on a tripod at my feet, and soon was straddling me at my knees. He took a
couple of rear shots of his limp cock dangling over my pseudo-cunt. When
his bare thighs touched mine I though I'd cum right then! Soon he had me
in all kinds of positions, always making sure not to get our faces in the
shot.
Then he grew even more bold and said we should take some of us "touching"
each other... YES! This sounded better and I knew He was getting horny
because he was now sporting a sizable hard-on. He grabbed my dick
nonchalantly and told me to do the same. I immediately got that "tingle"
in my lower stomach and knew this was a good thing! I grasp his and
stroked it a little to get it completely hard. A couple pictures of this
and we decided that we needed relief or our balls would burst!!! So we
laid on the bed next to each other and stroked each others dick. His was
much larger than mine, longer and thicker - my fingers didn't quite touch
each other. It felt great and we both agreed to tell each other when we
were ready to cum so as not to "mess" on each others hand, and whoever came
first would finish the other guy so as not to leave him "blue-balled". I
of course came first after about 10-15 strokes and cleaned up with my
underwear. James was almost there so I gripped a little harder and stroked
a few more times and he came also. This fused our friendship and we never
thought that what we had done was bad because we always stated that we did
this while thinking of girls. (Well "he" did anyway... ;-) )
I was in a perpetual state of sexual hunger and my erection would not go
down! We both agreed that it would be fun to sleep in the nude -his Mom
would not come upstairs without knocking and even then it was very doubtful
she would bother us at all. We put up a cot next to his bed so we would be
close enough to talk, etc.. We both jumped into our own beds and off went
the lights. We talked for a little bit but soon he was asleep. I was wide
awake and my heart was beating quickly, all I could think of was a naked
body was so close! I wanted to feel that cock in my hands again, and have
it touch my cock too!
I waited nearly an hour before I started to slowly, very slowly, untucking
his sheets on my side of the bed. I thought the sound or movement might
wake him so I often stopped and listened for him beyond my controlled heavy
breathing and quickening heart beats. I finally got the sheets untucked to
about my waist and paused. There was quite a large opening now but it
wasn't enough, I wanted to get my side of his bed completely open so I
could eventually crawl in next to him! So I started back to work with the
rest of the sheets, quietly and slowly loosening them with my left foot
until the whole side was undone. Now I was on his right so I slowly worked
my left hand under the covers. The back of my hand brushed his stomach and
I knew he was sleeping on his side facing me! What luck! At first I
thought he was pretending that he was sleeping but as I was undoing the
sheets, (aprox. a half an hour's worth of work) he shifted and turned
enough that I figured it was too real to be fake. Anyway I was glad he was
facing my direction and brushed against him with the back of my hand a few
more times to make sure he wouldn't wake.
No movement or change so I slowly and quietly worked my hand down until it
found what I had been so patiently waiting for! His cock was limp as I
gently fondled it, exploring it completely, the way I couldn't while he had
been awake. As I stroked, it slowly stiffened and filled my hand until it
stuck straight out and touched the bottom of my forearm. All the while I
slowly stroked my own with my right hand. This was great! To feel the
warm and hard but softness of his cock in my hand, to gently squeeze it and
play and feel the weight of balls much larger and heavier than mine. Even
when his cock was hard it still maintained a slight squishyness which was
so different than mine. When I got hard it was like a steel pipe with thin
layer of skin on it. I slowly slid off of my cot and slid up next to his
body. I could feel the heat from his torso as I move closer and closer. I
finally was close enough to touch my cock-head to his. Ooohhhh that was
great! It felt so good I didn't realize that I was stroking him until I
felt his cock start to pulse and jump. I hung on as I felt his jism squirt
onto the bed a moment later. I had never held on while he was coming,
feeling it pulsing and throbbing through it's spasms as it got slick and
sticky - and I loved it! I immediately came too but gripped my dick as
tight as possible so as not to cum on the sheet that was on top of us. We
came together, I had done it to both of us, it felt good! I soon had to
let go as he started to move around. I quickly retreated to my own cot,
spent and finally tired!
So the rules between us had been set; we only fooled around with each other
for lack of women! How true, where could a 13 year old find a girl willing
to do anything where we lived? We were still in the boy-germs/girl-germs
stage even though our hormones were screaming to get closer to a girl! I
knew I liked being with James just because he was James, not because he was
a stand-in for a girl. He did not seem to feel the same way so I kept the
quiet and played "the game" as long as possible, not letting on how much I
really enjoyed it.
THE YOUNG AND IGNORANT II (dildo Discovery)
I often stayed overnight because we didn't live close enough to walk or
bike. And every time I stayed over, we would wind up doing at least a 36
exposure of film if not more. Plus we tried other things too. Like James
had this thing for technical stuff and decide we needed to measure our
hard-ons to the precise millimeter; like on some mechanical drawing. Out
came his dick and a Micrometer. He soon had every detail down and was
ready to do mine. This was a bit embarrassing since I knew he was bigger
but went along since he was so into it. I thought it would be fun but it
wound up being dull and a bit painful since the edges of the Micrometer
were kind of sharp.
We also wanted have rubbers on hand in case we ever got "lucky". (Yea,
right!) Because we were too chicken to attempt to buy one, we decide that
we could make some by making replicas of our dicks and then coating them
with some kind of rubber. We came upon aquarium sealer and it seemed like
it would be perfect for the job. We made tinfoil molds of our cocks and
then poured wax into them. This worked alright but there wasn't much
detail. It was still fun having it around though. We coated the wax
copies with the aquarium sealer and waited for it to dry. We then peeled
back the home-made rubber and tried to put them on... They ripped right
off! Oh well...
This got me going about making a better detailed copy of my dick though. I
had the idea to do it differently and decide I would do it the next time my
parents went to the cabin. The following weekend they did just that and I
got out the tools. I clipped and shaved all around my cock to be sure
there wasn't any hair. I then mixed up a large batch of Plaster of Paris
in an old gallon ice cream bucket. I then took a large piece of plastic
and poked a hole in it to shove my dick through. Once I had my dick and
balls through, I laid down on the floor and poured a small amount of
plaster onto my stomach to the base of my cock. I was so hard by all of
this that I had to have a layer of plaster down between by rock-hard cock
and my stomach or I'd never get a cast of the top part of my dick. Once
that amount of plaster was semi-hard, I poured the rest of the plaster all
over my cock and balls. I forgot that plaster gets warm when hardening and
this only made my cock get bigger and harder! I didn't think this would
get so erotic but the tightness and warmth was getting to me. Of course at
16 my hormones had kicked in at such a heavy rate that I'd get horny just
about every 10 minutes anyway! Fortunately I poured the plaster thick
enough not to crack from my cock's straining to get bigger. Finally the
plaster was hard enough that I decided to take it off. I didn't realize
what a tight fit it would be. It felt like a super-suction blowjob! Every
time I'd try to pull free, the cast would hang on tight and give me the
best feeling. I could not get it off before I got off! And that happened
after a couple more pulls. It was unbelievable, I just kept spasming over
and over with warm flashes up and down my spine as I came and came. I
finally removed the cast whole and in one piece and it looked perfect! I
washed it out and let it dry for a day or so and then poured in the liquid
latex moulding compound. It is carried at many hobby stores for people to
make molds of knick-knacks and then make wax candles from the mould.
Anyway I allow some curing time so I'd get a thick enough layer of latex
built up on the inside and then poured the rest of the latex out. the
latex was about 1/8" thick and I allowed it to dry completely which took
about 3-4 days. Once I was confident it was completely dry, I pulled the
rubber cast out of the dick-hole of the plaster. Perfect! It looked
exactly like mine, with every little bump and vein! I made a couple more
from the mould before I destroyed it. They were real fun to have around
but many years later I threw them out for fear of someone finding them.
THE YOUNG AND IGNORANT III (The End of James)
James' and I were always trying to find out the ultimate question: what a
real cunt felt like. We first started by alternately putting our dicks
into the other's underarm pit. Not great. We didn't know of oral sex but
thought that might feel good. I liked doing it to James, the feel of the
head in my mouth - soft and yet hard and velvet like. When he did it to me
I thought it was great but he didn't do it for more than a minute and
wasn't satisfied with the feel - he wanted more! He then asked about
putting it into my butt! I was positive anything that big would never fit
and I was just too damn scared of ripping my ass hole wide open! He said I
could do it him first. It never occurred to us to use a lubricant of any
kind and so all I wound up doing is pushing my dick backwards up into me
which was not real comfortable. I liked trying though but since I couldn't
achieve penetration, James got bored and wanted to try himself. Doggie-
style he attempted to mount me. NO WAY! I tried to be brave but it felt
like he was about to rip me in two so I yelled for him to stop! I was
scared, all I could think was that if he did it again I would have to go to
the emergency room at the hospital and try to explain how I permanently
ripped open my ass hole!!! (I wish now I had thought of Vaseline or the
like, we might have never stopped then!) We settled for mutual jack-off and
that ended that.
We once tried to use my parent's foot vibrator against my cheek while his
dick was in my mouth - again I enjoyed it but he just wasn't satisfied.
One of my favorite positions was to have him lay on his back and then I
laid on my back on top of him. I was about a head shorter than he and so
my head would be on his chest while his dick was resting against my
scrotum, right between my legs and poking out like I had a second dick or
something. It felt great to have it there, rubbing against that spot
between the scrotum and ass hole, sensitive, smooth and fleshy. I
pretended it was mine and imagined what it would be like to have one so big
I could actually screw myself! Another great position was to sit face to
face, my legs over his, with our cocks pressed together with our hands. We
would both grip the double-cock and move our handfulls up and down until we
were about to cum. I loved that kind of stuff and wanted to keep doing it
until I did cum but James didn't like to. He just wanted to finish himself
off all the time. Besides, I figured I must be way over sexed since I
would just cum and then want to do it again. James was satisfied once he
got his rocks off, and then he wasn't interested in any playing around
until much later.
THE YOUNG AND IGNORANT IV (1st Time)
My friendship with James lost it's way once girls found me! I say found me
because even though I was a well renown class-clown, I was very shy around
girls. So they had to nearly throw themselves at me before I would ask one
out. I was fortunate that even though I was on the short side (perpetually
5' 6") I had my 1/2 Italian background that made me attractive to girls my
age and sometimes older. Which reminds me...
There was a girl who made it known she wanted me in a big way, and at that
point (I was 15 she was 14) I had no experience with girls at all. I mean
yeah, I knew where that parts were, just not what they "really" felt like.
Well she was willing to show me and I didn't turn her down! We were
outside in a local park late at night and I started to give her a backrub.
She was enjoying it and so I went underneath the top she was wearing to get
to the "flesh" of her back. She said she really liked that but would undo
her bra so the straps wouldn't be in the way. Fine, fine with me!!! As I
reached back up under her top I didn't remember such large zits! Gross I
thought until I realized she was on her back and these were her nipples!!!
No way! Here I was rubbing them like everything and it must have hurt but
she didn't say a word! I was so embarrassed and I thought she knew I was
too but just didn't say anything. I kept my cool (what was left) and kept
fondling her, slowly exploring her upper regions until I got up enough guts
to go for the crotch. I slid my hand down her belly to the edge of her
panties. I swam my hand all around the area to see if she would resist.
Nothing. So I slipped my hand underneath her panties until I felt the
little mound of pubic hair, passing it I found the soft, wet surprise. I
fingered her as she grabbed at my crotch in my jeans. Just then someone
came over the hill we were on and we quickly ended our groping. So much
for that night. Damn. She then told me here parents would be gone for
most of Saturday and we could finish there. I stumbled out Ok and walked
bent over until then. ;-)
She answered the door wearing cutoffs and some kind of t-shirt I don't
remember. We immediately went up to the bedroom I began to grope her
again. This time it was during the day and I could see everything! Wow
this was what my mind had constantly dreaming of! I got her shorts to her
knees and then I grabbed her pussy and fingered it for all I was worth.
She went right for my zipper and had my shorts to my knees in no time as we
lay on our sides facing each other. She took hold of my member, which was
rock hard as soon as I left my house, and immediately pumped it! I grabbed
her hand once to slow it down or I'd cum and/or get rug-burned by her heavy
fist action. I had little control once a "real girl's hand" was on me, so
it wasn't long before I came all over her hand. She got up for a towel and
that was that! We never did it again and she asked me later why I didn't
even kiss her.. What a selfish dope I had been, I just wanted to please
myself and then high-tail it out of there. Really, to me a kiss was more
serious than a grope. I figured I'd grope or let myself be groped by
anyone, but a kiss is for someone I loved. Yea, well it made sense to me!
THE YOUNG AND IGNORANT V (Other Girls)
I found other girls (or they found me) that were willing to fool around but
I always felt the same way; after cuming I wanted to leave and not see her
until I was horny again. I went with a girl in my senior year of high
school that was cute and short - my favorite! It took a while for us to go
beyond the kissing stage, I guess I really liked her. Well it began after
about two months of dating, in her driveway. She was on top of me
passionately kissing away when my hands dared to wander... wander to her
ass. I kneaded them and push-pulled them as I ground my crotch against
hers. I worked a couple of fingers down to the outside of her jeans-clad
crotch. She started to squirm and her hips were doing circles on top of me
- she loved it! Yes! I had thought for sure she was a virgin but she knew
she liked this! I then reached around the front to undo her pants when she
stopped me. Double-damn! But then she said we can go inside to her room.
Alllllright! She locked her door - her parents room was at the other end
of the huge house so no problem. We flopped onto the bed and quickly got
back into the mood of things. I think I made her cum but she made no noise
at all. Not that I expected anything, after all James' magazines didn't
have audio ;-). I had no idea how a girl reacted to an orgasm anyway!
Again though, once I had shot my load I was out the door.
The next time we were in her room we began the mutual fondling when I
decided I wanted her to give me a blowjob bigtime! The only way for that
was to do her too, so with her pants at her knees, over my head she went
until she was laying on my stomach with my dick in her face! I began with
what was near me and started to lick. I didn't really like the smell but
it wasn't REEEEAAAL bad so I kept going. She got the hint and began on my
member too. Her mouth felt so warm that it was only a minute or two and I
shot - missing her mouth and onto my stomach. Ahhhhhh that was nice! Just
then there was a knock at her door and then it opened to reveal her little
brother who thought the cat might be in her room! She immediately started
yelling at her brother to stay out and never to open the door unless she
said so!!! I went for her closet with my hands trying to keep hold of my
pants! I don't think he saw anything because the way her room was laid
out, her dresser was between us on the floor and her door. Needless to say
that kind of ended the mood.
One time when she was over at my house we started going at it on my bed.
Now she had been asking for me to go all the way with her for a while (Yea,
I know most GUYS do that but I never wanted to go all the way with any girl
because I was so afraid that I'd get the girl pregnant) and so I planted
the "wax copy" of my dick, that James and I had made, under my pillow. As
we kept going I slowly worked my hand to the pillow and took the "copy"
out. When she started to really get heavy with the french kissing I
started using the wax dildo on the outer edges of her pussy. I could tell
she thought it was really me! So I slowly started to insert it but pretty
soon had a regular rhythm going with it. I almost lost it up her pussy
twice but she was having to good of a time to notice I guess. Anyway
after she seemed to have enough, I removed it and hid the dildo until
later. I really don't think she knew that it wasn't me.
Most of the time we were at her house since it was empty most of the time
and her parents had been separated since she was 4-5 years old. "They
stayed together for the kids...", yea, real smart. As if they didn't know
what dad was doing in his own apartment. Well anyway we tried different
places to fool around. Once, late at night, we took her dad's speedboat
out to the middle of the lake the house was on, and started to have some
fun. Just as she got her hand in my pants she jumped and said that she was
sure she saw a bat. Sure enough they were flying around catching bugs and
stuff. Well she wasn't convinced that they would leave us alone so we went
back to shore. We then swam out to a floating raft about 50ft from shore,
that was made for swimming from. You've seen them; covered with
indoor/outdoor carpeting, all kept afloat with about six large empty
barrels. We swam underneath the raft and hung on while we removed our swim
suits. It was a very freeing impression to feel the cool water breeze by
my crotch. She felt great all slippery and everything against me, but it
was too light out to get out of the water and onto the raft so horny as
hell; back to the house.
Ok so here comes an embarrassing part... We knew her parents were gone for
the whole weekend and while I was drying off, she lined the master bath's
sunken bathtub with candles. We got in and being naked and slippery from
the bubble bath made us both very hot! She wanted me very badly but I
didn't have a rubber and refused to do it without protection. She didn't
want to give up and somehow we came up with the stupid idea that we could
try using a Baggie! You know, sandwich bag type Baggie? Well I slipped
one on and somehow wrapped it around my dick enough that we went for
insertion. It worked and fortunately we were both in the bubble bath so we
really could not see how ridiculous it probably looked. And it was not
working for her at all! She couldn't feel a thing and so in the passion of
the moment we threw away the Baggie and went for it with no protection at
all. Double stupid! I came in her and it DID feel great, but not 3 days
went by before she called me and said she thought she was pregnant! I told
her I was willing to go with her to get an abortion but a few days later
she told me she was Ok and had her period. Later I found out from a mutual
friend that she made the whole thing up because she wanted me to marry her.
I was still in high school and found it really odd that she wanted to marry
so young. I knew that she wanted out of her home as soon as possible so I
guess I was to be her ticket! Needless to say our relationship cooled a
bit! By her first year at college she had gotten engaged to some other
poor soul and although I was crushed I didn't fight it. I felt a bit
betrayed since it was the guy that drove her home on the weekends to see
me!
That was the first and last time I ever made love to a girl until I married
a wonderful girl seven years later. How did I manage to abstain for so
long? Fear was a good motivating factor. Secondly, I did not want to mess
up my mind with conflicting feelings for someone because I went all the way
with them. I found that it became much easier to deal with relationships
when "the other brain" didn't have input... ;-) I really love it when
people say, "How do you know you're compatible if you don't fool around
before getting married?" Well as I got older I realized no matter how
passionate you are, there will be more time spent together NOT having sex
than having sex. So if you have a good relationship outside of sex, it
will follow that you will enjoy sex together too! [Thankyou Dr. Ruth! ;-)]
Sorry to get windy about it, I just felt the need to explain...
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Hope you'all enjoy it! What a weird young life eh'? Heh heh, it DID all work
out Ok in the end though. Happy reading folks!
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